Assalamualaikum..

Man, suddenly I feel like writing. No topics in my head though. But ta' hell with the topics. I just want to write. So let's just type about anything..

Recently I've been blessed by Allah Subahanahu wa Taala with another child, a girl this time. Me and me wife decided to name her Emira Dalila, which means, The Princess Who Guides The Way. Pretty long when it get translated in English, and that's one of the special things about Arabic language, the language of the Quran.

Now that statement that I just wrote, has made me feel guilty about writing stuffs in English. Well, at this moment, writing in Arabic is almost impossible. First I have to install the font plugin. And, I am not that fluent in Arabic, anymore.. like I used to.. my bad..

As far as Malay language is concerned, I've got another blog which uses Malay (you could say.. broken Malay) language as a communication medium. So don't tell me that I have been ignoring my mother tongue.

Back to Emira Dalila, Alhamdulillah, she was perfectly born, and so far she's in great shape. Apart from demam kuning, nothing else makes me worried about her, and I am thankful to Allah for that. It's been almost two months now since she was born, even me wife is gradually recovering. My mother-in-law has been taking great care of her and Emira Dalila during confinement period at Seremban.

My boy, Emirul Ayman also stays with them this whole time, which leaves me alone in my house at Puncak Jalil. Not that I'm scared living alone, it's just, I missed them. But then again, is there any husband/father wouldn't should this happen to them? I doubt it.

Well, yes.. I might gain my so-called 'freedom' again, like it used to be when I was single. But this time it's totally different. I am a father now, what good is that status when my children are not around to be a father to?

I have thought about lepak-lepak with my fellow friends, hangout just like the old days. But something in me actually holds me from doing that. Something that makes me feel guilty for having fun, while me wife is going through a great deal taking care of herself and my two children during her confinement period, a period that supposed to be her recovering process which anyone with the right mind would say, she should rest.

I know me wife didn't mine if I have that fun. As the matter of fact, I wouldn't even help her anyway by 'not having fun', since we are separated by 6 towns. Well, 1 city, 1 major town, and the rest are just small towns. But the thought of me wife ordeal is enough to kill my mood of having any fun.

So what have I been doing while me wife and kids are away? Basically, nothing.. I've just stayed at home minding my own business, watching all the downloaded movies and sitcoms and series that my colleague gave me, and that is during week days.. Weekends though, I won't miss my chances of meeting my family.. especially the newborn, Emira Dalila..

I hope with her presence in this world, along with her brother, would bring joy and prosperity to my whole family and to the people around them. And I pray to Allah Subhanahu wa Taala, to give me all the strength and will that I need the raise them with love, with Iman filled in their hearts, to guide them to love and follow the teachings of Rasulullah, Nabiyuna Muhammad SAW, so that one day when Allah invites me towards Him, my children will continue my 'amal in this world, so that there would be somebody who lives and bestow me the pahala of al-Fatihah, and so that they would remember me as a great father, and a great teacher. Proper education has always been in my mind as well, and they are gonna get that too, InsyaAllah..

Ciao!

Wassalam..

P/S: cam anta surat la plaakk!